Fur

Haven't you noticed

my fine new coat of fur? I'm over

with bare naked skin and a throat

laid open for all

and any

one to seize.

A ruff is what I need,

no nape exposed and tingling

to the sound of footsteps over my grave.

He didn't like hearing that.

A set of claws will save

me. My hackles rise

and fur runs quickly down

and up my spine.

Friday Night Chasms

Friday night chasms,

between two bodies prone on the sheet

in the dark of a blackout,

or a thousands tiny lights

in your room.

The long curve of your back:

I can't forget

the horizon of your shoulder to your hip.

A line,

it made me need you

in the next day and weeks that followed.

Words would send me crazy

but that slope of your shoulder

brought me back

home, your body, your

bed, your

nesting cave of wonders,

blinding lights,

magpie's generosity.

It's still your voice that reaches me,

your sigh

of greeting, as if every

meeting face to face is for the first time.

Your eyes, marrons glacees.

Your voice

breathing embraces

for my ears alone,

and every other one

you meet.

The same

serene tenderness for strangers,

and the beautiful angry cook,

and me.

Shells

Never sink again into desire,

warm vertiginous drop

and the flush that follows.

Never again. Do not drop

the shield the ice queen cometh.

Warm and easy smile, she holds

a stone between her palms.

A heart is the size of two fists,

one in the other,

in the centre a pearl.

A stone between her palms,

to keep it warm.

To harden her hands.

To move her shell inside where she needs it most.

Soft skin gives way

to easily.

The Muse Plays a Red Guitar (Albatross)

i)

The muse

play a red guitar, skin like ebony,

deserts me feeling

forlorn. Foregone

conclusions leap about and all that's

missing is the proof

for all that

talk

takes us nowhere.

The muse looks blue when he's beautiful

and rises in coils and flames

away from his face, bent

over strings.

His fingers pluck

and his eyes sing Hallelujah

to one more king.

ii)

Everything shows on my face.

What we do,

what we do to each other without looking.

I don't want to fight with you.

I don't want to fight you or be your wife

with all the trimmings,

all the trappings.

I don't mean to trap him,

though he feels it.

Afterward, after

words and his eyes are owlish,

bird caught in lime,

lines,

lime-light.

iii)

My albatross is heavier today,

wings toward morning.

Oceanic Eyes

I tread

the depths of your oceanic eyes

and was dry to the knees

tonight,

where before this flailing

limbs only kept me

inches from sinking.

The surface has shifted.

Rather, the unfathomable deeps

of water in your body, slogging

through arteries and clogging

them with dreams,

have lost their depth.

A year, almost,

after finding my ghost lover, one sad

beyond reckoning and smitten

with beauties only I could share,

I don't think he survives

any longer. I lost him

high on the tenth floor

between a gust of wind

and an upturned collar.

The air is clear

now, the nights are colder.

A season lost

and the wheel of the year has turned

to its long slow under-arc, the basin

that is winter

falling.

Creek beds

run sluggish in the heat,

slowly in the freezing,

and rivers

that only last year floated

ships in your eyes

come barely to my knees.